SuMmEr!!

So long time.. no update! hmm.. lets see... im pretty bored with xanga but yet..i still wont shut my site down for some reason! o well. nothing much is new lately.. im SSOOO happy its summer!.. and ya thats bout it!! LOVE COURTNEY!!!!!!!!

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swallow your tears && hide your frown
never let life bring you down <3

You && Me were once a fairytale in love,
But no happily ever after.
Just a beautiful disaster

summer is a time for breezy days
& steamy nights..
& i want you there for every minute

Bikinis, towels, soaking up the sun, oceans,
beaches, just having fun, hanging with friends,
out after dark, summer 06 is where the party starts.

You're in love & you know he loves you.
it's just not the right time. You know he's
the one for you. He loves you & wants to
be with you. it just can't happen right
now. In the end you know you're going
to be with him; just dont let go.

 you really were in love with him, you wouldn't let anything get in your way of getting him back. Maybe he's not the one, but he's worth another try. Maybe you just have to let go for a while & expand your horizons. You never know, it just might work. Or maybe when you leave, he'll realize what he lost & want you back. You never know. Fate is a tricky thing

Currently Listening Bringing Down the Horse By The Wallflowers see related

........... update....

i feel like shutting this thing down.. mayb i will soon who knows.

 i dont have much to say..

cody left on his cruise today.. dont get to see or talk to him for like a 1 1/2 weeks .. kinda sad!!!

 but i'll get over it.. that means i just have more time to hang out with all my friends! =) .. humm... im goin to the movies sometime this weekend! thats always fun!

im done.

Always be yourself. The last time someone
tried to make people fit in, 6,000,000 Jews died. =(

Getting over you was the hardest thing I've ever had to do,
&& I don't think I could ever do it again

don't settle for the guy who's gonna kiss your ass
wait for the one who pushes your buttons &
pisses you off on a daily basis
love isn't supposed to be easy
it's supposed to be worth it

Currently Listening The Trinity By Sean Paul see related

Biatch!!! Its time to update this shit.... << ya isnt zach jus soo nice! psshh!

Ya so im updating.. YEA!!! jk. but lets see .. prom turned out to be really fun! i had a greaat date!!.. sid and trista were really fun to!! ; ).. they made us LAUGH ALOT!! wink wink. but that was cool.. so now there is tons of drama bc ppl are stupid!! .. thats perry for ya!!

I got my haircut today.. havent decided if i like it   yet???  Im SOOO ready for school to be out! softball is gunna be starting soon..  which means i need to start gettin back into shape.. WHICH SUCKS BALLS!! .. im goin to baseball senior night tomorrow!! I LLLOVE baseball! i have really good aim from the backseat of hunsucka's car.. i can through a tampon into the truck window next to us!! ; ) .. u jus had to be there!.. conrad has pictures of me peeing at mc d's!! Real cute huh? ... lets see.. hmph.. I dont know what else to say!! o wait ICE AGE 2 date this weekend!! woot woot!! .. also.. i have now decided that i DO NOT like my hair. .. k MWAH!!!!!

QUOTES!!!

You've got to give a little, take a little, & let your poor heart break a little.
That's the story of, that's the glory of love. You've got to laugh a little, cry a little,
until the clouds roll by a little. * Bette Midler *

These are my words that I've never said before..I think I'm doing okay. & this is the smile that I've never shown before. Somebody shake me, cus I must be sleeping.
* Staind *

Currently Listening Devil Without A Cause By Kid Rock see related

so i was told to update =)

lets see.. this weekend was really fun, friday went with lauren to the baseball games, DAMN I LOVE BASEBALL!! and afterwards her, jeff, and i went to mr. c's. Then dink was back in town so i went with her =) thats always fun.

saturday slept till noon woke up talked to dink, and we decided we were gunna go mess around in stillwater,( somebody should ask dink where she got the flowers in her car) then we seen a movie... DONT GO SEE THE DATE MOVIE it SUCKS ASS!! ... we left in the middle of it, and came back to town and messed around. Im so glad dink and i are gettn close again.. ive missed that chick.. she's my ingianizzle!!!! ha. oh ya.. the ppl at arby's asked us if were twins? how funny. why do ppl always ask us that!? o well. i love dink!!

and thats bout it. if i can think of anything else.. i'll add it later!

*EDIT* =) i so forgot to say that i talked to that zach kid friday night at the games.. lol.. and i seen him sat. night to.. but we didnt have time to stop and talk ='( !! but no worry's i'll see him sometime over break!!! =)

                  love Courtney!!

&& they broke up.. they were totally over eachother.. everyone knew that.. but when she looks and him and he looks at her.. that look in their eyes tell a different story..

I want to be..
· The everything you need
· The every sight you see
· The closest thing to epidemic
· A love without a cure
· No uncertainies for sure
· The closest thing to alcohol
· That calls you back for more

Currently Listening Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers - Greatest Hits By Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers see related

update time yea!

so.. kelsey wants an easy bake oven? im so confused. and she knows who tyler is.. again so confused. lol.. k  im done with that

newayz.. um things lately have been really hard, so found out the other day my cousin has no chance of makin it. it sucks. i'm gunna miss her.. and its crazy cuz i just talked to ashley last weekend.

umm.. last night wasfun ... got to hang out with my dink again first time in forever! woot woot! ive missed her! we went to mike's house last night, pretty entertaining =)... fun shit. and then stopped by mc donalds to see that one cutie. lol.. but all in all it was fun..

today.. i just woke up and have to babysit tonight.. it sucks.. but i'll have fun afterwards! tomorrow: shopping!!yea! i cant wait.. i still need to get a prom dress, dangit...

i luv Lauren Reid to death.. what would i do with out her?!.. and haleigh and amy need to come home form d.c. i miss them!  

i'm the kind of person that laughs at jokes 3 times.
once, when it's told,
once, when it's explained,
and once, five minutes later. when i finally get it.

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so ashley died today at 1:30. its sad. i fuckin hate funerals.